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Bat ako ay nahihiya
natatakot at naduduwag
di ko masabi sa yo
binubulong ng puso

pag-ibig di bulag!
pag-ibig,may mata...
ang isang kapangitan
kita rin ng pagsinta

sa yo hahagway nadarama
inspirasyon, o, aking sinta
kahit akoy laging abala
ikaw pa rin inaalala

ano bang pwede kong isukli
sa yong magagandang ngiti?
sa bawat oras at sandali
tanging ikaw ang aking mithi

una kong pag-ibig
ng akin tong mabatid...
ang aking damdamin
ay di na padadaig....

In the peak of a waning moon,
i did not realize,
i seek for you here and there
while sweetness hums everywhere.
i look at you
and you block me with
your transparency.

i look at your fingers
and firmly took it up.
shall we dance -
i begin to say,
you nod at me
and dance with the wind.

i feel so numb,
i feel alone.

i watched you turn
and move about
and dance with other gracefully
full of sweetness.

i stare until my eyes hurt,
until they burn.

i only laugh
as if it didn't hurt.

tonight, i've learned something -
the forgotten game of hide-and-seek,
you always hide
with your resembling dress;
i always seek
your star-like presence
anywhere,
as if our paths, so long,
will not cross anymore.

i lose all the happiness
even the comforting voice of rain
falls to me like angel
in the dark,
rolling like false footsteps
of playmates long lost.

goodbye - i say,
after the song, and it sounds,
like a telephone banging
in my head.

04-23-2006

I only admire you from a distance so I think you'll never notice the way I worship the ground you walk on the sheepish grin plastered on my face. I know you have someone else in your mind. I know you will never be mine.

But, it just seems that we are so right for each other. We seem to have a kind of chemistry between us. This poem is the way of expressing my feelings toward you. I hope you'll feel that I made this poem for a very special person who is you. Through this poem, I delivered my thoughts and emotions. This is the symbol of my deepest admiration.

For You...

I'll never make it to the top

if I have a memory gap

I'll win not this year-long battle

if body, mind function not well.

I will tell you this with a sigh

my brain is complete right now

with inteligence very high

because of practicing 'til now.

But, genius means not only brain

which is used in play, game

heart is someyhing to do with that

inspiration can help a lot

As mind's perspiration take place

in every difficult subject

I'll never answer each provblem

if you're not in the room, I swear!

I know not what I'm feeling through

maybe I'm just inspired by you

your angelic smile serves my guide

cheering up for me all the while.

And so, I would like to express

my gratitude to the deepest

next time, anything that is good

I'll do and offer it to you.

Am i experiencing love now? Yes, it's a wonderful feeling. But how can I know my feelings were real?

I prayed to God. I tried not only my heart but my mind. Sometimes heart can be irrational (they say!). I am still young and have a lot of time. I should prioritize my studies.

I love you but.....with reservations (this time)

Am I right in the path I've trodden? Nothing is worse that regret. Seize the day...

But still, I will love you 'til eternity and beyond...

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